When You Develope A Bit Of An Obsession…


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I was just looking at my shelves, trying to rearrange some things. You know to make it look a bit tidier and I kinda just stood there. I couldn’t move. All I did was stand there and stare at one shelf in particular. I never noticed it before but now that it was sprawled out on one shelf, I realised I had an obsession.

It’s no secret that I like to write. I’m writing a blog for god sake! But ever since I could remember I had a journal. I would keep one and once it became full I would buy a new one. And so on. Until one fateful day I started to buy them at an uncontrollable rate. Now my shelf is cluttered with blank journals that won’t feel the touch of a written word against their pages. Well, at least not any time in the near future!

I have no idea where this obsession came from. It makes me think that I have a slight addiction to buying things that I don’t really need. Actually I think it’s become a slight comfort. These journals leave an air of creativity on my shelf. Almost like a constant reminder that I need to keep on trucking. Maybe the act of buying one is my subconscious screaming at me that I need to be doing something different with my life. Maybe it’s a crutch. It’s not like I’m writing up a storm in all these books. Who knows. It really does make me wonder why obsessions start in the first place. I do think it starts from a slightly broken place. Something that you aren’t really happy with or maybe even from a wanting/yearning to do something different. People get obsessed about a whole bucket load of odd things and I suppose I could have had a worse addiction.

For now at least, they will be collecting dust on my shelf. Hopefully I can kick this habit, because I definitely don’t have the shelf space for it.

Journals, Diaries

6 thoughts on “When You Develope A Bit Of An Obsession…

  1. But but.. They’re all so pretty!!

    I understand this habit. I’m in the middle of trying to get rid of clothing I bought and never wore.. Next up are books I never read.. It’s not easy. 😦

    • Haha! I have another whole shelf of books that I need to get through too! I’m so glad someone knows what it feels like! And you’re right, it’s not easy at all! Xx

  2. I have a friend whose obsessed with journals too! I mean I get it cuz they’re so pretty and you can pretty much do anything with them.

    • Yeah you’re right! Maybe I should think about doing different things with each one. Like one for poems, one for sketches and so on. Maybe that way I can fill them up!

  3. Pingback: Adding To My Journal Obsession…. | The Lone Panda

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